I know I’m not “FAT” just “Pregnant” which is what everyone
says to me when I start complaining about how big I have gotten. And even
though I don’t look like it, I feel like the mother in “What’s Eating Gilbert
Grape” and if the house started to burn down you may as well just keep me in it
or rent a fork lift to attempt to get me out. At least that is how I’m feeling
at this moment in time.
I think what adds to this is the fact that I’m almost the
same weight as my husband. Usually, he has a good 35-45lbs on me but not at
this moment. Only a mere 9lbs separates my weight from his. I didn’t realize
this until he jumped on the scale this morning and he was happy with the number
that appeared. I almost fainted slash cried seeing this. He has been really
good throughout this pregnancy and has not gained any weight which I know some
guys do. I have mixed emotions about this now. Originally I was proud of him
and happy that he did not jump on the ice cream train as much as I did.
However, it would be nice of him to gain maybe 5lbs so at least we are out of
the same range!
Even though I have 4 weeks left to go and thought that I don’t
have too much more weight to gain, my loving brother in law told me that this
is just the beginning and I should expect my body to change drastically in the
next 4 weeks. He did follow up by saying that I looked as though I was only 6
months pregnant currently but continued to tell me how my belly will drop even
more within the next few weeks. Perfect. I didn’t feel like having shaved legs
for the month of August anyway.
I know this will all be worth it in the end but I am so, so
ready to be able to bend down without being winded and feeling as though the
acid in my belly is about to shoot through my nose. A girl can dream cant she?
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